Name | Description | Written |
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solitude |
I'm sure I have touched on this before |
2/11/18 |
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attic |
Relucantly and sadly, a box goes into the attic |
12/20/17 |
tomorrow 2017 |
Hope is always the last to die |
12/17/17 |
you love me |
There were many tender moments, of course |
12/10/17 |
lighthouse |
Another one from the eye of the storm |
12/6/17 |
nightslips |
A poem from the eye of the storm |
12/6/17 |
when I drank |
A look back at a lost decade, and how I regained myself |
9/17/17 |
lost you |
A song about fearing a terrible loss - and losing |
8/25/17 |
love23 |
Change versus growth |
8/3/17 |
trump d |
If Trump had won the Presidency as a Democrat |
7/11/17 |
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brain |
The brain is an organ |
8/4/16 |
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juvenilia |
Stylistic ramblings in pottery land |
10/1/14 |
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union |
the state of employee organization today |
2/2/07 |
polisci22 |
the asymmetry of symmetrical policy assumptions |
1/31/07 |
health |
random musings on the lifetime cost of health care |
1/30/07 |
crater |
amateur geologist gets it wrong |
1/24/07 |
geodesic |
an idealistic myth shattered by reality |
1/1/07 |
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jesus |
random half-finished jokes about a dead carpenter |
11/9/06 |
engineer |
why I am glad I'm not a (real) engineer |
10/1/06 |
rural heaven |
a day in the life |
9/7/06 |
fillmore footnotes |
I investigate some suspect sourcing |
9/3/06 |
war4 |
about asymmetries in war |
8/14/06 |
universe |
delightfully demented doodlings |
1/06 |
polisci21 |
why I don't want to live forever |
1/9/06 |
invent3 |
recipe, menu, and shopping software |
1/4/06 |
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idiots3 |
intelligent design? |
12/21/05 |
mind9 |
space, time, and irrational thoughts about curvatures |
12/18/05 |
faq |
Frequently Asked Questions |
6/23/05 |
otherpeopleisms |
a few things that made me chuckle |
5/22/05 |
alcohol |
researchers announce development of new tincture |
3/11/05 |
shit |
you're up to your eyeballs in it |
2/6/05 |
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village |
song about perspective from 'Ruins' |
9/23/04 |
corner store |
my little local chain store concept |
6/25/04 |
utopia |
how to really engineer a perfect society |
6/13/04 |
robot |
automation reintroduces the dismal science |
3/23/04 |
meaning2 |
all answers, all the time |
3/23/04 |
homeland |
as if the world needs more sixties peace stuff |
3/21/04 |
inequality |
it keeps life interesting |
3/16/04 |
donor |
either a living will, or more grauitous morbidity |
1/20/04 |
peace |
...I'm tired of writing about war |
1/8/04 |
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death |
gratuitous morbidity |
11/30/03 |
time3 |
a little relativistic contrast |
11/28/03 |
contact |
strangers, people, and communication |
11/28/03 |
love22 |
a little discursion on what love is |
11/27/03 |
meaning |
so, um, what was happening in your life? |
11/16/03 |
dream3 |
a strange snippet I woke with |
11/6/03 |
fear |
the only thing to fear is... |
11/4/03 |
wake |
one last look before the worms have their way |
10/16/03 |
polisci17 |
a peculiar proposition: jump ship to save it! |
10/14/03 |
america9 |
GWB has depleted my freedom and serotonin |
9/25/03 |
autumn |
a little happy seasonal relief |
9/6/03 |
hell |
lightly treading the extremes of creation |
8/27/03 |
days |
dark depressing little ones, indeed |
8/25/03 |
humor |
life with and without laughter |
8/25/03 |
life1 |
imaginary little literary scavenger hunt |
8/19/03 |
questions2 |
interviewing versus actually being with |
8/17/03 |
scars |
letting the past drown the present |
8/16/03 |
hope |
just a glimmer in the shadows |
8/15/03 |
gods and monsters |
time to regroup and start over? |
8/13/03 |
america1 |
democracy versus the republic |
8/10/03 |
wind |
is the wind an animal? |
8/10/03 |
war3 |
another one of those poems about war |
8/05/03 |
polisci16 |
if I were elected president... |
8/03/03 |
wealth5 |
better ways to spend the cash, George |
5/16/03 |
hunger2 |
half a loaf is better... |
4/24/03 |
war2 |
support the troops? |
4/17/03 |
war 2003 4 13 |
a new motto for America? |
4/13/03 |
polisci14 |
revolution and counter-revolution |
4/8/03 |
war1 |
who would Jesus kill? |
4/8/03 |
america8 |
is the past behind us or not? |
4/7/03 |
war 2003 4 03 |
high crimes and misdemeanors |
4/3/03 |
love21 |
extreme measures best kept in reserve |
3/25/03 |
polisci13 |
a true conservative political platform |
3/24/03 |
america0 |
why we are at war |
3/23/03 |
war 2003 3 22 |
ignore the war |
3/22/03 |
war 2003 3 21 |
fight the real terrorists |
3/21/03 |
war 2003 3 20 |
patriotism is the last refuge |
3/20/03 |
war 2003 3 19 |
this war is insane, with rebuttal |
3/19/03 |
wealth4 |
the beginning of a really bad piece on economics |
3/19/03 |
oilwar2 |
dissent is more frustrating when it is in the majority |
3/19/03 |
polisci12 |
why liberal talk radio won't work |
3/19/03 |
darkness |
a formless echo from the abyss |
1/30/03 |
7525 |
a simple issue of focus |
1/22/03 |
profile |
eh, what kind of person would you like to meet? |
1/21/03 |
prometheus |
a harsh and tragic outburst of ego |
1/21/03 |
stay |
stay with me in the twinkle of my eye |
1/19/03 |
words |
a little diddly about language and minds |
1/19/03 |
not alone |
reversal of fortune can be a good thing |
1/19/03 |
love19 |
just getting by |
1/7/03 |
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peace2 |
I guess this qualifies as sarcasm |
12/26/02 |
trust |
an instrumental from 'Ruins' that I made up words for |
12/11/02 |
time |
does every poem need a short description? |
11/24/02 |
america7 |
elections can be depressing |
11/7/02 |
polisci11 |
another attempt at a party platform for the left |
11/7/02 |
vote 2002 11 05 |
my get out and vote poster |
11/4/02 |
polisci10 |
foreign aid distribution formula |
10/30/02 |
you |
a little love-type poem |
8/21/02 |
night |
a poem inspired by a star |
8/15/02 |
israel |
give the Jews a chunk of Texas! |
7/16/02 |
polisci9 |
a couple of my dumb bright ideas |
11/7/02 |
waves |
a poem about healing |
7/15/02 |
ghosts2 |
adapted to the second person from 6/29/00 |
7/10/02 |
dream2 |
shooting stars... |
6/24/02 |
sex8 |
erotica |
6/14/02 |
eukaryotic |
an odd little poem |
6/8/02 |
love17 |
why do we want love? |
6/6/02 |
sex7 |
evolutionary gender discriminations |
5/26/02 |
polisci8 |
power versus leadership |
4/30/02 |
touch me |
a poem, probably part of a suite |
4/20/02 |
icono2 |
mainstream culture vs. outcast ideas |
4/14/02 |
wgbh |
copy of Mai Cramer tribute note |
4/9/02 |
religion0 |
the past and the future of religion |
4/2/02 |
spirit13 |
the nature of a strange 'organ' |
4/2/02 |
thesis4 |
the limitations of scientific method on my work |
3/28/02 |
origins |
where we from? eh? |
3/28/02 |
testing0 |
testing out of testing... |
3/26/02 |
time1 |
time for pleasant presents, past and future |
3/12/02 |
good love |
a good old fashioned blues from 'Ruins' |
3/8/02 |
cefn |
Cefn Coed y Cymmer: maps |
2/15/02 |
dwelling |
places I have lived, and autobiography |
2/7/02 |
mind8 |
consciousness by degrees, and the magic of language |
1/19/02 |
mind7 |
the mind: what it is, how it evolved and how it works |
1/15/02 |
science |
from the beginning to now - and what? |
1/05/02 |
beingme1 |
the ups and downs of creative writing |
1/03/02 |
time0 |
just a man of my times... |
1/02/02 |
mind6 |
emotions are our unconscious talking to us |
1/01/02 |
mind5 |
dreams are how we file away our experiences |
1/01/02 |
mind4 |
the model as applied to mental illness |
1/01/02 |
mind3 |
how this model could be tested and made rigorous |
1/01/02 |
mind2 |
some charts of an amusing model: the 'Huw Diagram' |
1/01/02 |
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drugs |
they're bad, don't use them, unless... |
12/27/01 |
types06 |
seeing ghosts |
12/26/01 |
types05 |
feeling at one with the universe |
12/26/01 |
types04 |
meditational states and transcendence |
12/26/01 |
types03 |
visions, hallucinations and schizophrenia |
12/26/01 |
types02 |
seeing god, religious ecstacy, praying... |
12/26/01 |
types01 |
out of body experiences, or astral projection |
12/26/01 |
words2 |
language barriers to discussing transcendental topics |
12/26/01 |
decision1 |
building useful 'decision trees' in real life |
12/11/01 |
america3 |
terrorism: I'm still angry, and getting angrier... |
12/4/01 |
dream1 |
Larry's Motorcycle |
11/16/01 |
couples2 |
another tiny advice |
11/13/01 |
choke |
not a pretty sight |
11/6/01 |
news1 |
a little 'current events' reality check |
11/4/01 |
bill of rights4 |
oh sweet freedom, how best to protect you? |
11/4/01 |
love15 |
just another rant about our myths and dreams |
10/25/01 |
peace1 |
give it a chance |
10/22/01 |
waiting |
waiting for results: a poem about love and death |
10/19/01 |
war |
I could stop writing these, yes, I would like that... |
10/8/01 |
novel |
a crude outline of a 'subversive' little story |
9/29/01 |
terror1 |
a day that will echo for a long, long time |
9/11/01 |
emotion5 |
those complicated chemicals in your brain |
9/5/01 |
miss you |
another little poem... |
9/3/01 |
wealth3 |
what are we working harder for? |
Aug. 2001 |
human1 |
human nature: part one |
8/18/01 |
human2 |
human nature: part two |
8/18/01 |
human3 |
human nature: part three |
8/18/01 |
drainstorm |
:"drainstorm, dreamstürm, gauche-mière": |
8/18/01 |
invent1 |
CD player function: software activated pause |
8/9/01 |
invent2 |
spark plug hole cleaner |
8/9/01 |
double dare |
a poem about life's challenges |
7/19/01 |
breathe |
just another love poem |
7/14/01 |
sex |
a sweaty little suffering |
7/7/01 |
polisci7 |
the useless so-called 'dismal science' |
6/29/01 |
america4 |
a rant about the plunder of natural resources |
6/29/01 |
butterfly |
a poem from a naked heart |
6/18/01 |
america5 |
don't confuse the past with the present |
6/18/01 |
self1 |
on the nature of consciousness |
6/7/01 |
self7 |
mingled ideas about freaks, tattoos, and individuality |
6/2/01 |
self2 |
a love letter to a friend |
6/1/01 |
love14 |
diverse relationships and their value |
5/30/01 |
spirit12 |
strangers who are not so strange to us |
5/16/01 |
polisci5 |
exporting more than poverty |
5/16/01 |
love13 |
negotiation and vulnerability |
5/14/01 |
love12 |
a castle, a cage, and a shack |
5/14/01 |
spirit11 |
Space, Time, and Light |
5/12/01 |
fields |
an analogy for sexual exploration |
5/12/01 |
polisci6 |
what is 'self government?' |
5/4/01 |
truth1 |
truth and dogma |
5/2/01 |
love11 |
strategy? |
5/2/01 |
freedom3 |
does freedom even exist? |
3/29/01 |
love10 |
excitement provokes personal emotional cycles |
3/27/01 |
belief4 |
a cute, but useless, quote |
3/22/01 |
sex5 |
sex without meaning is... |
3/18/01 |
crash |
a poem... |
3/13/01 |
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calendar1 |
a little idea to improve the way calendars work |
12/4/00 |
emotion4 |
depression, my little black puppy... |
11/16/00 |
emotion3 |
a rebuttal to part of emotion1! |
10/22/00 |
capital6 |
economic meddling in the former Soviet republics |
10/18/00 |
emotion1 |
emotions, what they are and how to live with them |
10/18/00 |
emotion2 |
an incomplete list of emotions... |
10/18/00 |
machines |
an essay about the devices we create |
10/17/00 |
reality1 |
what is real? |
10/17/00 |
reality2 |
internal and external lives |
10/17/00 |
spirit10 |
so where does your 'soul' go when you die? |
10/17/00 |
love16 |
a few sideways glances at mistakes and pain |
8/30/00 |
sex4 |
some farcical looks at supply and demand |
8/28/00 |
voting1 |
why vote? here's a reason or two! |
8/27/00 |
polisci4 |
some blueprints for my 'utopia,' maybe |
8/18/00 |
questions1 |
sometimes the question tells more than the answer |
8/15/00 |
love8 |
some weird stuff about getting to know someone |
8/14/00 |
sex2 |
the void in our sexual mores |
8/14/00 |
dating1 |
some problems with our courtship rituals |
8/13/00 |
idiots2 |
an essay about lazy social criticism |
8/13/00 |
love9 |
what do your failures have in common? |
8/13/00 |
mystery1 |
a defense of analysis |
8/13/00 |
spirit5 |
how information can move in and out of space time |
8/13/00 |
spirit6 |
asking questions |
8/13/00 |
thesis3 |
four emotional stages of rebellion |
8/13/00 |
sex3 |
for healthy sex... |
8/12/00 |
cycles7 |
seven year growth cycles of the personality |
8/5/00 |
meaning1 |
which came first? an important question |
8/5/00 |
alcohol1 |
alcohol as a sacrament |
8/4/00 |
words1 |
some pitfalls of language and its use |
8/4/00 |
error1 |
an error that permeates Western thought |
8/4/00 |
broken2 |
bamboo analogy: the process of healing |
8/2/00 |
love0 |
preparing yourself for intimacy - and life |
8/2/00 |
mind1 |
my 'bamboo' analogy of the personality and mind |
8/2/00 |
thesis2 |
what do I expect from you? |
8/2/00 |
broken1 |
an overview of the pain of losing love |
8/1/00 |
couples1 |
about the myths of commitment |
8/1/00 |
family1 |
some words about the advantages of group living |
8/1/00 |
gender1 |
a radical view of men and women I hold very dear |
8/1/00 |
love7 |
the mythology of love must be changed |
8/1/00 |
kisses |
a little poem |
7/31/00 |
sex1 |
about male roles and repression |
7/31/00 |
spirit3 |
how to react to these events |
7/31/00 |
spirit4 |
theories about the nature of spiritual perceptions |
7/31/00 |
spirit7 |
how space-time and the beyond are related |
7/31/00 |
capital4 |
about the false promise of entrepreneurism |
7/26/00 |
men |
a short indirect parody of sexist attitudes |
7/25/00 |
calendar |
my new solar 13 month calendar! |
7/19/00 |
spirit9 |
A major attempt at defining what this site is all about |
7/18/00 |
silence |
a sad little poem |
7/16/00 |
love1 |
pure love flows through all without aim... |
7/13/00 |
definitions |
A first attempt to define a few terms I need |
7/12/00 |
method |
kind of a description of how I am doing this |
7/12/00 |
mygarden |
a little story of how my garden grows |
7/12/00 |
premises |
the beginnings of an attempt to be more rigorous |
7/12/00 |
my damn life |
A partial story of my altered states |
7/10/00 |
types |
what we call our altered states... |
7/10/00 |
are you |
a little poem for those you do not know yet |
7/8/00 |
blasphemy |
a short rumination on naming our gods |
7/8/00 |
love5 |
an exploration of male sensitivity in our culture |
7/7/00 |
money1 |
I guess we all need some $ to get by! |
7/7/00 |
are you ready |
a poem about sex, I suppose |
7/6/00 |
ghosts |
some midnight madnesses |
6/29/00 |
new england |
a poem based on a vision from last fall |
6/29/00 |
promised land |
a fairly harsh poem |
6/26/00 |
audience |
an essay about... you, I guess! |
6/26/00 |
love2 |
why is love so disruptive? |
6/26/00 |
sleep |
a poem |
6/26/00 |
fear2 |
a short, sweet romantic poem |
6/20/00 |
cynicism |
a couple of comments about degenerate thought |
6/19/00 |
capital5 |
balancing wealth with other human needs |
5/6/00 |
breeze |
A poem about a love lost |
4/19/00 |
escape |
a spoken word piece about words |
4/6/00 |
ai |
Artificial Intelligence |
3/12/00 |
theMind |
a site expounding a theory of  |
Feb-Mar/00 |
love6 |
love at a distance |
2/8/00 |
questions |
a poem - based on the intro to hunger |
1 & 4/00 |
stillborn |
a short but powerful prose poem |
1/9/00 |
unbelief |
a little poem about the sentimentalisation of war |
1/9/00 |
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day2 |
. . . others! |
12/28/99 |
day1 |
some days are better than . . . |
12/9/99 |
capital1 |
a basic diatribe about our failure to use our wealth |
12/2/99 |
capital2 |
a harsh indictment of the forces of capital |
12/2/99 |
capital3 |
a piece on the consumer/advertising feedback loop |
12/2/99 |
freedom2 |
the minimal boundaries of personal freedom |
12/2/99 |
needs2 |
the needs of a human being |
12/2/99 |
privacy1 |
just a few simple words |
12/2/99 |
thesis1 |
a bit about the core of this project |
12/2/99 |
bill of rights3 |
freedom of speech for corporations? |
12/1/99 |
fear1 |
a short note about complacency |
12/1/99 |
icono1 |
a cranky essay on holidays, and my new calendar |
12/1/99 (?) |
alibi |
a furtive little poem |
11/30/99 |
bill of rights1 |
how little do we understand what these mean? |
11/30/99 |
bill of rights2 |
tolerance and its limits |
11/30/99 |
idiots1 |
aren't we all? |
11/30/99 |
exit wound1 |
the ragged holes we leave... |
11/28/99 |
spelling |
yes, it counts! |
11/28/99 |
america6 |
why is America not a revolutionary country? |
11/26/99 |
belief2 |
a logical disputation of belief |
11/26/99 |
hunger1 |
neo-vegetarianism |
11/26/99 |
needs1 |
the needs a human culture must meet |
11/26/99 |
polisci1 |
a vague platform for a non-existent political party |
11/26/99 |
poverty1 |
the view from the bottom? |
11/26/99 |
revolution |
a few riffs on a phrase or two from poverty1 |
11/26/99 |
vocab1 |
required vocabulary words for todays graduate |
11/26/99 |
wealth1 |
what is wealth for? |
11/26/99 |
love3 |
a little bit about the pitfalls of new love |
11/25/99 |
mirrors |
a poem - a reflection, of course |
11/16/99 |
love4 |
a piece of the puzzle as I was reawakening |
10/13/99 |
spirit0 |
a foreshadowing of this journey down the rabbit hole |
10/13/99 |
spirit1 |
an early attempt to define this project |
10/13/99 |
spirit2 |
an 'extroduction' - part 2 of love4 (I think) |
10/13/99 |
handcuffs |
a little brush with bureaucracy... |
8/5/99 |
children |
a few years ahead of the big scandals |
7/99 |
massacre |
metal detectors in schools??? |
4/26/99 |
belief1 |
a list of things I did and did not believe in |
4/20/99 |
polisci2 |
an essay on aggression among humans |
4/19/99 |
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somebody elses well |
a song about infidelity from 'Ruins' |
7/7/98 |
you must be crazy |
a song about habit from 'Ruins' |
June 98 |
alone |
a song about loss from 'Ruins' |
6/7/98 |
moonlight |
a song about loss |
6/5/98 |
believe |
a song about faith from 'Ruins' |
5/6/98 |
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belief3 |
about struggling 'not to believe' |
11/19/97 |
little girl |
a poem |
9/5/97 |
bio |
a brief history of my stage career |
9/2/97 |
nobody knows |
a song about neurotic fixation |
9/2/97 |
visitors |
my houseguests |
9/1/97 |
northern eyes |
a song about war |
7/9/97 |
lovers waltz |
a song about loss |
5/5/97 |
choices |
a song about freedom from 'Ruins' |
1/28/97 |
icicle |
a bleak, cold little poem |
1/11/97 |
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impressions |
a song about loss from 'Ruins' |
9/12/96 |
lived in |
a small poem about the passage of time |
7/8/96 |
shambles |
a song about who knows what from 'Ruins' |
June 96 |
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happy |
an odd little poem - are you happy? |
12/10/95 |
exit wound |
a song about life and death from 'Ruins' |
Sept. 95 |
jealousy |
a song (formerly She Only Dances) |
8/25/95 |
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lemonfishbutter |
a song about requited lust from 'Ruins' |
12/29/94 |
hunger |
a song (my first) about food from 'Ruins' |
2/10/94 |
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freedom1 |
a rambling piece about party politics |
8/4/92 |
wealth2 |
a diatribe about pop music, politics, and money |
1992 |
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oilwar1 |
the first 'made for TV' war provokes my dissent |
2/6/91 |
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time2 |
early evidence of Thoughts in your humble author |
4/15/88 |
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truth0 |
some scattered thoughts I found lying around |
1/25/87 |
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counterpoint |
poem: just searching for my place in life |
11/4/79 |
ideation |
poem: about creation and being created |
9/25/79 |
no minds |
poem: playing with some religious ideology |
9/25/79 |
die |
poem: a little suffocation |
9/25/79 |
smoke |
poem: will the passion reignite? |
9/15/79 |
feelings |
poem: how can I ever pin them down? |
9/8/79 |
untitled |
poem: some ins and outs of love |
8/29/79 |
misery |
poem: trapped, stuck, still here (where?) |
8/18/79 |
hours |
poem: the meaning and passage of time |
7/30/79 |
purest |
poem: a little sweet idealism |
7/29/79 |
unreal |
poem: trying to act on the world instead of vice versa |
7/28/79 |
picture her |
(with him) poem: yes, it's about jealousy |
7/18/79 |
love |
poem: we will always be trying to understand this |
7/14/79 |
holding |
poem: ooh, a little about love and frustration |
7/14/79 |
tomorrow |
poem: fiddling about with time |
7/3/79 |
nowhere |
poem: playing with words of emptiness |
7/1/79 |
yesterday |
poem: fiddling about with time |
7/1/79 |
dreamer |
poem: living in a world made for others |
6/30/79 |
wonderland |
a strange little exercise |
6/30/79 |
promise |
poem: one "chapter" from the above? |
6/30/79 |
civil service |
poem: a glum view of the future |
6/29/79 |
running |
poem: an attempt at escape |
6/25/79 |
confrontation |
poem: questions about mind and body |
6/23/79 |
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grey |
a poem to wash over you |
(unknown) |
polisci3 |
some thoughts about government |
(unknown) |
we have won |
a poem about war and glory |
(unknown) |
women |
a two part parody of sexist attitudes |
(unknown) |
Random |
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Indexed |
Support | This is where I shamelessly solicit your contribution to the cause! |
Dedicate | A list of past dedications |
Reading | Some recommended reading |